Confessions an emotionally closed off person



I won’t take a bullet for anyone because if I have time to jump in front of a bullet, you have time to move.

y’know, you probably just made tons of songs seem completely pointless.

Your not jumping in front of the bullet, you are jumping in front of the gun before it fires based on a best estimate of what the trajectory of the bullet will be. No one has time to fucking move when the gun is fired because bullets are really fucking fast.

All I want to do is put my head on your shoulder and tell you that your my best friend and that I’m going to miss you.


i hate seeing other people sad and i hate seeing other people hate themselves

Ok, I’m a sad little bitch, because my friend is leaving the country soon to work in Japan, and we aren’t hanging out a lot, or talking a lot on Skype, and I feel like she is just going to forget about me when she gets over there, because obviously there are better people than me over there.

Ths is closed down, it was a horrible idea. It was supposed to be a way for me to talk about my issues in an open environment when I can’t discuss them with my friends, but I realized that it could be seen as very hurtful if it was ever discovered, and that is the last thing I would ever want to do. If anyone saw this blog, in sorry, I love you my friend and I never meant to hurt you with my words.